Losing It

By the way, my computer is still not functioning. Unless it's some strange coincidence, I'm hoping you all have one that functions properly. I make quite the effort most days to get somewhere and use a computer in order to keep in touch with you all. Have given my phone number more than once. Provided helpful hints on the wonders of skype. There are half a million ways to figure out what time it is here; don't tell me you never know. Figure out a way to remember. I've done it so anyone can. I feel so completely ridiculous typing this but it's been building up inside me and I have to let it out. I am very very lonely and homesick still. I know some of you have an awful lot going on and, if I still lived nearby, I know I'd be doing all I can to help out. Please, don't shut me off because I'm far away. My heart is still right beside you, know that. I don't know what else to say. It's bad enough you've made me beg.